Why am I always so selfish? Why am I a selfish baka? Can anyone see through my actions? It's all for me. It's me. I want all the attention. Everyone has to look at me. If they don't, I'm crying inside. I really need to be a little less selfish cuz I keep wanting to be liked but how am I gonna if I act like this? u.u Before I used to be proud of being selfish, but now... It makes me feel bad whenever someone else is having fun and not me and then I'm happy if I have fun even if the other people don't have fun. Sigh. >.>  I blame this all on my Leo. He is my Ascendant after all. I mean I'm just so vain and selfish and braggartly that I don't even bother to think of how the other people are feeling. You know why I'm talking about this all of a sudden? Because of last entry. You know how I kept saying that I was always left out and all? Well it's cuz I'm misunderstanding everything. And sometimes my friends give out misleading information too. I don't blame them though. It's my fault for taking it all so seriously and all. Turns out I was invited to the Pepperoni's thing (How stupid can I be?!  Patrick's my friend!) Andy just accidentally told me the wrong info and stuff and I took it the wrong way. Why, why, why?!?!  Argh. I am so stupid. Well then Carolyn and Kathryn weren't allowed to go, Molly couldn't go, and then turns out Patrick can't go either! Leads only to me and Andy. But it's not that fun. So we just cancelled it. Sigh. It always happens. Everytime I fret over small matters and such, I make myself sad and then whenever it's all settled, it's not that bad. I told myself to not be worried about stuff like that last year but I'm still doing it!! @-@ Sigh. Ok if I live with no worries, then everything's cool. Ok I really have to go now. Mom's back.

Quote of the Day: "Bye." --Shrin, Me